Saturday, 10 March 2018

You CAN and WILL do that

Dear reader,

Welcome to the little rant of mine. I was sitting at my computer and I scrolled endlessly through Twitter and Facebook, people were talking about how they can't make videos, write a book, read a lot of books, finish a game, stream and so many things and I started thinking why not.

I had the same opinion. I am constantly in some kind of space where I think I am not good enough or not ready to do something because I don't have the equipment or certain knowledge and I realize it was holding me back. I am not where I want to be in my life and guess why? I am not working for what I want because fear is holding me back.

I am aware of the fact that it is hard to figure out what you want in your life and it is even harder to stay on top of your goals and dream and even harder than that is figuring out what you want from your life. Do you want to sit in the corner and do nothing or do you want to be happy and feel accomplished and have a life of your dreams? I want to have and live the life of my dreams and I am not giving up.
Earlier this year I lost my job, I will talk about this topic next week so stay tuned for that but for now, I can tell you it wasn't easy. I live in a very strange and in my mind awful country. I was working in a City Hall as an IT Administrator and I was on a probationary work for one whole year because after a year you need to take a state exam in order to work in state departments and state companies. I knew that I will get fired after a year but it dawned on me the morning after I stopped working. I woke up and the first sentence was "I am useless now, I don't know what will I do with my life". I slept for 12 - 16 hours a day for a week straight and I said no more. Get your butt out of that bed and focus on something else. You are young and strong and you can do whatever you want. It took me a week to get to that conclusion. I set at my desk and I started writing what I have and what I want. This has nothing to do with material stuff, it has something to do with me as a person. This will be the best year of my life.I said it to myself that day and I do not plan on disappointing myself. This will be the year when I get my Masters Degree in Informational Technologies, the year of streaming and creating gaming content on Twitch and YouTube, the year of creating Bookish content on YouTube, the year of blogging and finally the year when I will finally get my drivers license. I've been holding a lot of things on the back burner but no more.

I can do this and you guys can do it as well. Figure out what you want in life and go for it. Life is to short just to sit around and mope about the things we don't have. Let's be happy about the things we do have and let's create something we really want. This was just a little rant about the train of thoughts I had the other day. I don't know if it will help you or not, but let me know in the comments what do you think and what will you do?
Thank you for reading and I hope to see you next time.
Have a nice day!

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